Dreamblog 24-7-09

Last night was a series of weird dreams again. Each with its own story that don't seem to connect with each other.

"Dark Priest"

Late at night by the country side, when the air was deadly still and the moon shines bright on the wheat fields. The scene changes focus to a patch of damp soil with a small lump and you hear a faint sound of someone moaning in pain as he slowly rises. His robe was pitch black like the night and instantly, you'd turn your focus on the small white square on his neck that is similar to someone who's in the ministry. Weirdly, upon his sight, I instantly knew he was a demon and as he slowly approaches me, I flee to the roadside, where I find an old truck with without the driver's door and drove away into the night as fast as I could.

The scene suddenly changes into a small house with screens as its walls surrounded by a not so green garden. I was with my brother while watching someone from outside, repairing he ripped screens below as he seals us inside. Then I receive a phonecall from a dad of someone I know (in the dream) asking for his whereabouts and instantly I was gripped with fright for it may be the demon that killed him.

I don't remember much details of the other scenes. But I remember there was blood as well, and I was driving madly with the old truck, swerving lanes into the night, screaming.

"Antique souvenirs"
After the somewhat frightful dream, the scene changes to something Chinese. I was in a busy square that seemed to be like a dry goods market place. In front of me was a glass display cart with box shelves draped with a chinese emblem,yellow silk covers showing some possessions of past dynasty princesses and A Chinese lady was explaining the history behind the items. I remember seeing a jade comb, jade earrings, fan, and porcelain teacups. After she finished her story, she opened her cart and said to everyone that we're free to take them home. I wanted to take the Jade items however someone beat me to it and ended up with a porcelain teacup and 2 saucers.

In the end I thought why would they allow these antiques to be given away just like that, probably a scam.

Lazarus

They say you rose again,
Rejoice and awe filled their hearts
As you have overcome the rumored impossible

Gathered so quickly they did
Anticipating your auspicious tale
I stayed afar wondering
If the life unknown also brought back
The promises you once told

The scented cloths remained intact
However hurriedly, they helped you tear it away
For who needs them now that you've risen
But it was a reminder of the sleepless nights
before this cloth became special

Shattered before my eyes I drew closer
To see... to feel... if you were real
As I grasp every piece of the cloth left
To remind you of your promise

Alas, to my greatest despair,
A newborn soul took your place
Bearing your name and flesh
Yet no remnants of your fond and familiar soul

I walk away
The remaining cloth clutched in my hands
Forgetting this one grand lie
For in my heart, you already died

Shadow

So once familiar, You faded
Did you get lost? Or did I travel too far
I thought you were there all the time
But today daylight showed me otherwise

Now realizing the change,
I walk back to this dark cave
Amusing myself with a small wick of candlelight
as I try to reshape the shadow I was once fond
til the Candle melts

Dreamblog: 15-6-09 Murder

Vague as usual, I only remember being in a certain palace hall like the ones in England with a Black haired guy whom I do not know. There was a woman seated at the end dressed in a red gown, with golden jewelry on her blond hair and neck. Upon reaching her, she said a quote, something like "Seek and you shall find glory" Then she presented us with a box that had gold trinkets inside. Suddenly, the guy's facial expression changed, attempted to grab a bow and arrow near him, and aimed at me, preparing to kill me. Before the arrow hit, I woke up.

Strangely, the tip of the arrow was transparent and not metal

Symbolism from Dreammoods.com

Murder
To dream that you are murdered, suggests that some important and significant relationship has been severed and you are trying to disconnect yourself from your emotions. It also represents your unused talents.

Killing
To dream that you have been killed, suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. Alternatively, the dream refers to drastic changes that are happening in your life. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of old parts of yourself and old habits.

Arrow
To see an arrow in your dream, represents the targets that you are reaching for and the goals you are setting for yourself. Alternatively, the arrow also signifies an end to suffering and the beginning of new-found pleasures and festivities.�

Gold
To see gold in your dream, symbolizes wealth, riches, natural healing, illumination and/or spirituality.

To find gold in your dream, indicates that you have discovered something valuable about yourself. This may be some hidden talent or knowledge.

Palace
To see a palace in your dream,�symbolizes� prominence and wealth.� You are ready to utilize your full potential.

Dreamblog 11-6-09 Argument

I forgot what happened earlier in this dream. But the only thing I could remember was screaming at my dad madly while he was lying down in bed, eyes closed, tossing and turning. Yet it was as if I wasn't in the room. Hence it made me more frustrated as I try to scream some words louder for him to wake up.

I woke up depressed the whole day. Couldn't focus
Though it was only during the night time I looked it up in Dreammoods.com

Symbolism from dreammoods.com

Scream
To dream that you are screaming, symbolizes anger and fear. It is an expression of your powerful emotions which you have kept pent up inside.

Yelling
To dream that you or someone is yelling, represents repressed anger that need to be expressed. If you are yelling and no one hears, then it suggests that you are being ignored. You feel that your voice does not matter or that your opinion doesn't count.

Dreamblog: 9-6-09 The fall after lunch

I was in my old High School however the surroundings have changed (I really hate school themed dreams but they seem to haunt me quite often)

I was on a lunch break with Doy and Ste. Together, we proceeded to the 5th floor mess hall and strangely, we had to somewhat do a belly crawl underneath a wall just to get through. It was though as if they were preparing to shut down the area for the mess hall itself was empty except for us 3. So we continued to have our meal and strangely, the time indicated on the clock was 6:00 and we had to head back to class on the 2nd floor at 6:30. So at 6:15, we decided to start heading back for we would have to crawl under that wall again.

Upon reaching 4th floor, Doy decided to take a shortcut by jumping off the ledge to reach the 3rd floor and successfully did so.

However, on my turn, I miscalculated the jump and started falling straight down. Before hitting the floor, I woke up, shocked.

The end lolx

Symbolism from Dreammoods.com

Fall
To dream that you fall and are frightened, indicates a lack of control, insecurity, and/or lack of support in your waking life. You may be experiencing some major struggle and/or overwhelming problem. It may denote that you have failed to achieve a goal that you have set forth for yourself.

School
To dream that you are in school, signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about your performance and abilities.

Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life.�You may be going through a "spiritual learning" experience.

To dream that your childhood school is in ruins, suggests that you are dwelling on some unresolved childhood issue. Alternatively, the dream represents the passage of time. You need to look toward the future instead of reliving the past.

High School
To dream about high school, refers to the bounds and friendships that you made while you were in high school. What spiritual lessons have you learned? The dream may also be telling you that you need to start preparing for the real world.

Dreamblog: 2-6-09

And so back to blogging dreams whenever I can or remember them. It has been quite a while since my last post about dreams. Find dreams interesting. The weirdness of it and why it came to be that way is always a surprise. Others often say to me to ignore it and not to think about it too much. Others think it's a problem. Well, what do you think?

This dream occurred probably a month ago and unfortunately I didn't blog it right away so some parts may already have been forgotten.

Tornado
I was in a Chinese flea market on top of a hill. The weather was cloudy and cold and you could see other hills with wooden Chinese houses surrounding you. Quite congested like the ones in Baguio. Then the ground shook. People were running around panicking. Rooftop ornaments fell to the ground.
Then, when I turned on where the growling sound was coming from, a Tornado approaches slowly as it wipes out the Wooden houses surrounding the market

Gun under the pillow
I was hugging a pillow with a gun underneath, walking my way to my apartment making sure no one notices me nor the gun underneath. I made it back to the room, the windows opened. The weather cloudy and gray as well as I plopped into bed, tired from hiding the gun.


Symbolism from Dreammoods.com

Tornados
To see a tornado in your dream, suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?

Gun
To see a gun in your dream, symbolizes aggression, anger, and potential danger. You may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence.

To dream that you are loading a gun, forewarns that you should be careful in not letting your temper get out of control.

Pillow
To see a pillow in your dream, represents comfort. relaxation, ease, and/or luxury. It may indicate laziness or that you need to take it easy on yourself.

To dream that you are lying on a pillow, suggests that you are in need of some mental support. Perhaps there is a situation or matter where you need to "cushion" and soften the blow.

Dreamblog: Whirlwind of dreams

So many scenes and peoiple i saw, I don't even know how to start writing this for it was like a collage of different dreams. Anyway here it goes



Trapped

I was in an Asian country (forgot which) that implemented a curfew. All buildings had a shutter door system that automatically runs when curfew hits. I remember strolling in a grand mall where there was a building within the mall. Then I remember looking for a certain place when curfew time hit, instantly, the lights dimmed, and I hear some of the doors being shut, I remember running into a restaurant kitchen, then a small room where it had wooden walls (just like a cabin) something was closing in, I was trapped.

Water please

I think I was at a Czarina's house and I asked for a glass of water. She lead me down to a basement, fixed the water pipe, however upon turning the faucet, water sprayed all over, I got drenched

Chinatown

I was in a Chinatown themed place where we were bargaining for something that looked like a Flat screen TV. The seller said 45 (not sure of the currency) then he agreed to 25 after bargaining. So he wrapped this TV with a bunch of newspapers. We didn't even bother to test it, and brought it back to my grandmother's home (which is not in real life). It was located upstairs of an appliance shop, it was dim inside and the ceiling was low. The floor was made of straw mats. I saw my Aunt Oben, and my cousin Jennifer I think.

Scotland

I was in the streets of Scotland and the cars driving around were all classic cars. We were on vacation there with my mom and we come across this hospital. My mom suddenly decided to have a checkup. And I was like why? we're on vacation. She goes again her usual line, "We're already here so might as well get it done." So I had no choice but to follow her to this what seemed like an old hospital and we went to the Women's health section. Before I know it, she was already changing to a hospital gown preparing for her ultrasound. So I watched her walk out of the waiting area into the hallway to go to the Ultrasound room.

The Purple ball

I was in a park with my cousin Mary Rose, messing around with a big purple ball like the ones used for workouts. It was daylight however cloudy and cool. It felt peaceful. Then my cousin missed catching the ball and it landed on some stairs, so we went by the stairs to retrieve the ball, however, below there was a lit room, and seems there are other people in the room. As we went inside there were a bunch of people seated, waiting for something, probably a speaker. So me and my cousin decided to sit in as well. Then suddenly my cousin started screaming, for she saw something in front, it was like the ghost who grew substancially in the anime movie "Spirited Away". I saw it too, it was fading in and out while moving.